Monday, February 26, 2007

Hangin on By A Thread......

Just letting everyone know I am still alive, but barely.  I am so very sorry for being such a bad J-land friend, maybe one day I will have the luxury of just spending the day catching up on my girls (well, and Hadon;)  Right now I am probably at the lowest point I have ever been.  I no longer have a omputer at home, and our divorce is not simple, I still for some crazy reason miss and love my husband, and my family has all but turned their back on me.  But, oh well, prayer is what I am clinging to right now.  What doesn't kill you will make you stronger - I will believe it when I see it.  Hopee everyone is safe and well, and Kimberleigh, please leave me a comment as to your progress - I think about you alot...................

19 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hey girl....was about to run out the door but want to let you know you are in my prayers...I am sorry that everyone seems to have abandoned you....how sad you must feel...I know my family...really had their fill with my messes with Mark...I hope you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers daily.....just incase it takes kim a minute to get to your post she did finish chemo....try to take one day at a time...and if you need some support...try to find out if you all have a womans shelter that has meetings on abuse....Everyone needs someone to talk to about and it helps when someone has walked in your shoes!!!! Love ya girl!!! TerryAnn

Anonymous said...

((((ash))) I'm doing just fine! Hairs growing back, I almost weigh as much as my drivers license says I do! lol a few more tests and I'm hoping to life a long life. I've been thinking about you a lot too! I wish life was better for you right now!!

Anonymous said...

Oh, Ash, I am so sorry.  Anyone who has gone through a divorce, especially a complicated one, can tell you it is definitely not easy.  Will you survive?  YES!  Will you be a stronger person?  YES!!  Will you still miss him?  Yes, for a while at least, and maybe for a long while.  You will get through this.  Take care...and stop by to let us know how you're doing!
xoxo ~Myra

Anonymous said...

Life sometimes sucks... I'm sorry that yours is doing so right now. I know it is hard to believe, but hang in there.... all things pass with time. {{{{Hugs}}}
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Anonymous said...

my divorce was hell.  I did not think I would make it through it.  but I did. and you will too.  just take it one day at a time.
tina

Anonymous said...

Ash.. I was so excited to see an alert from you, but I am sorry that you are still feeling so down.  Give it time sweetie.. but don't keep looking backwards.. it just makes it harder for you.  Keep taking the steps forward as much as you can!

Love and prayers
jackie

Anonymous said...

Ash-I am so sorry things are so rough right now.  I am always here for you.
Baby steps.
(((BIG HUGS)))
Gillie

Anonymous said...

Just found this. I hope things are better. I am sorry your family has chosen to treat you this way. You are a wonderful person. You dont deserve that. Please take care of yourself. You are in my prayers.

Anonymous said...

Love you journal. you are a wonderful writer.. Hope you come back soon to the journal world soon. Stacey from

Anonymous said...

Just checking in.  Hope all is well.
I miss ya Ash!!
Gillie

Anonymous said...

Really enjoyed your entry...I have a journal as well in reference to my divorce, sorta writing a book about it in the hopes it will help others like me.  Feel free to read...AFTER THE STORM. I am at bowyerlori@aol.com

Anonymous said...

Wanted to drop by and send ya some love!!! Hope you are doing better!  Got you in my thoughts and prayers!! Hugs,TerryAnn

Anonymous said...

I just found this journal and it is sad to me.  I hope you are doing better now than you were then because time does tend to make things better if you let it.  I have gone through divorce and it isn't easy.  I hope that you will choose to come back sometime to this journal and let the many people that seem to care about you back into your life.  I'm sure you are a special person and I sincerely hope that life is treating you much better.  Take care.

Phil

Anonymous said...

I miss you!! I wish you would come back.  Linda

Anonymous said...

This is the second time I've left a comment.  I get this feeling you are sorely missed here in J-land by so many.  For some reason I feel compelled to come here and look to see if you have left a new entry.  I truly hope that things have improved in your life and that you will once again be sharing that with all the people that care about you here.  Put a smile on that gorgeous face and be happy.  Take care of yourself.

Phil

Anonymous said...

Wondering how you are doing?
*Louise*

Anonymous said...

Hey how are you doing?  Linda

Anonymous said...

I hope this holiday season has been a lot better for you than last.  I hope that you are feeling better and are in a better frame of mind.  When I came across this journal some time ago I felt bad for you and still do.  Divorce is never any fun, and believe me I know because a child was involved in mine, so I have spent the past eleven years having to deal with that.  If you ever decide to come back to write I'd love to read, and if you ever need someone to talk to I'm here as well.  Take care and here's hoping you have a smile on your beautiful face.

Phil

Anonymous said...

Hi Ash!  Just stopping by to say hey...hope you are doing well, and whatever situation you find yourself in at the moment, know that you are not alone.  JLand has gone through so many changes, but we always remember old friends.  Take care...
xoxo ~Myra